2012.

Seeing as today is the last day of 2012, I have decided to do a little recap. This year was definitely not my year. I messed up. A whole lot. I did just about every thing a person shouldn't do. And I hated myself more and more each day. After my best friend, Jake, passed away in late 2011 I became everything I told myself I wouldn't. I wasn't a person I wanted to be friends with. As a result, I had very few friends. I regret that. I pushed myself away from the church. But, lucky for me I had leaders who would reach out to me every chance they got. I am so blessed because of those ladies. One day, I finally woke up and realized what I had done. And every so slowly I've begun to fix the mistakes I made over the past year. I've lost a few friends because of it, but they aren't worth losing everything Heavenly Father blesses us with. Through losing old friends, I gained new ones though. A best friend who helped me on this journey of bettering my life. And I could never thank her enough for the impact that she has made on my life. She is truly a gem!
I hope anyone who is struggling though anything can know that you aren't alone. And you aren't the mistakes that you've made. If you let life get better, it will.