Lost and Found.

Who am I? I feel so lost. It's like a constant battle. Finding myself. Then losing myself all over again. It scares me too. Not knowing who I am. Not knowing where I'm going anymore. I used to know. Or at least I thought I knew. But I just don't. I have no clue anymore, and that scares the crap out of me. I graduate in a few months. What happens after that? Where do I go. What friends am I going to have then? Today, one out of my two best friends left for the MTC. He's gone, for two years. In May, my second best friend will leave on her mission as well. What do I do then? I have absolutely no clue. But that fact is closing in on me. I can hardly breathe anymore. Who do I turn to when everyone else leaves? I have no clue. I like someone. He doesn't like me. What's new? That makes it hard to breathe too. What do I do when no one wants me in the end. How am I ever going to find my happy ending if I'm not in the picture for anyone else? All of these thoughts scare me so much. I don't know what to do. I'm so lost. How am I ever going to be found?