Last night when I got home from work I was just upset. Not for any real reason, but I was. So being the girl I am I watched a sad movie and attempted to cry it out. That helped a bit, but not completely. I got frustrated and turned my tv off, something I always fall asleep to. Instead I listened to my iPod and cried some more. But it was a relieving cry. I sat up for a few hours, and let it all out. All the music just lifted the weight off of my shoulders and made me so relaxed. I feel like lately I get too caught up in things and I forget about the little details of life. I forget things about me because I'm too busy trying to remember things about people around me. I need to focus some more energy on myself, I think. How did I forget how much I enjoy just listening to music by myself? Or how did I forget how much I enjoy painting, or learning new things? I don't know. I feel like I am slowly but surely finding myself again. And it is a feeling I have missed dearly.
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